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/2:32 PM

i read zesa's blog. and indeed i feel the same. how we're all depending on each other. sometimes i really wonder if i gave up what will happen. its tough to keep hanging in there, doing things, sacrificing, being the bad guy. how many times do i have to endure all these. doing things not within my scope of duty. and just trying and trying all the time. to help others to make sure everything goes well. nobody knows how much you've done or sacrificed. they judge you by how much you achieve at the end. life is unfair. there is no more satisfaction when i see things being done. its too much a routine too much a need. nothing i do now is backed by any passion. its responsibility that keeps me going. responsibility and guilt. i seem to have lost the ability to feel. no emotions anymore. nothing excites me nothing makes me feel the adrenaline rush. nothing. everything to me is like a burden these days. i wonder where all my passion went

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